Warning: This post is a little mushy/gushy.
This past week was a rough one for me. Rough at work. Rough outside of work. Just an all around hard week that I am glad is over.
I’m sure everyone has these weeks that just seem to never end. Those weeks where you keep praying that “tomorrow” will be better, just to wake up and find that it’s only harder!
I always try to think as positively as I can. It was one of my New Years Resolutions. So, I try to look at one of these weeks and know that it made me a stronger person.
But enough with that “think positive” stuff!!
Sometimes, I just need to be mad and frustrated and confused.
Gosh. Can you tell it’s that time of the month? Sheesh.
Sometimes it’s okay to be lost and confused and up sh*ts creek without a paddle as they say…
I always feel awful for S around that TOTM (time of the month!) My emotions and hormones are raging and when everything goes wrong, he tries so hard to make things better for me and sometimes I don’t appreciate him.
Sometimes I need him to be real with me (which he is when he needs to be!). Sometimes I just need him to snap me out of it and tell me I’m being a b*tch!
But most of all, S is really good at getting me back to “real life”. At least that is what he calls it. That TOTM is when I think too much, cry over nothing, and get angry over every. little. thing. It’s amazing how S puts up with it all.
So at the end of a crazy, messed up, emotionally draining week… I can be thankful for one thing.
My one true north.
I love you. Thank you for continuing to guide me back down to “real life”.